Red-Red-Rose

Yeah. My art skillz fluctuate so don't be to sure of what to expect. I'm terribly uncreative lately and can't seem to motivate myself. So I'm looking for other people to do it for me. I'm doing commissions. If someone is counting on me to draw something I'm a lot more likely to go through with drawing it. I'll take commissions in the order of most interesting. So, submit requests oh internet, comment away, I await.

Hello, Deviantart. I'd like to remind you there is a "real world" out there. A world filled with people of a different mind. A world full of people who grew up without the internet and were exposed to a lot less. There is a world full of people firm in their old beliefs. There are people out there who don't want to, can't, or will not accept you for who you are. There are people with little respect for who you are and won't hesitate to not only share your mistakes but ridicule you for them as well. You can choose your friends but you can not chose your relatives.

We gave our old couch to my uncle. Last minute dad came up to me and handed me my flash drive that he found between the cushions. Had they gotten a hold of this, my life would be over. Nah, maybe my life is over already. You see, I didn't get to look through it, I have no idea what they could have missed. I wouldn't mind someone seeing my light fluffy boys love and girls love pictures who doesn't approve. I mind someone seeing them who doesn't approve, knows who I am, and has the potential to ruin my reputation with my entire family. This family once told me that they were appalled by people who shop at hot topic. So, no, they wouldn't understand. I'm happy, right now. I've found a little group of artists who understand and accept me. I've been trying to keep those that won't ignorant. That may not last for long, they may find out. It's not punishment I'm afraid of, not formal punishment anyway. I'm afraid of rejection and ridicule. I'm afraid of someone telling me what I already know, that I'm a bad person. Thanks for listening, I would appreciate the help of anyone who gave me a bit of sympathy, or at least a little confidence, I'm running on empty.

Whoever bothered to read this, thank you and enjoy the rest of your evening.

IF YOU COMMENT. I'LL.....



1. Tell you something I'll learn about you by looking at your dA page for 13 seconds.
2. Tell you which color you remind me of.
3. Tell you my first memory of you.
4. Tell you what pokemon you remind me of.
5. Ask you something I've always wondered about you, and your answer has to be as vague as possible to keep the suspense.
6. Tell you my favorite thing about you.
7. Give you a weird nickname
8. Tell you what's on my shirt right now.
9. Challenge you to post this on your journal

Hey, y'all. Things sneak up on you, like sleepovers and dance parties you forgot you were invited to until you look at facebook and remember. Haha, you know? I apologize. Well, I didn't update for two days because of that and today I felt ill. One day is forgivable. Two days is with a spectacular update. Three days is not. I realize that. After a few days I'm restarting the challenge. I'm keeping the drawings I've done in the "Daily BL " folder and re-naming them. The next drawing will probably be "Daily BL - 01" I'm sacrificing five days of progress because I want to do this and I want to do this right. I've got plans for "Mobile Updates". I'm going to plan ahead for updates and such. I'd like to say, I'm sorry, once again. You can look forward to the new start soon enough.

I can not update today. I'm going somewhere and staying over just after I got back from somewhere I stayed over at. I'm sorry I didn't anticipate this week being so busy. *big sigh* I'm sorry. I really am this challenge is so hard, forgive me for not being able to make it. Thank you for your patience.